Chapter 763: A Descend into Despair

p but think about Chu Yang who was drunk outside. 。This is the best example of torture. 。After about ten minutes, Xue Yao couldn't help but walk to the window and open the curtains again. 。However, sh...“Wen Wen, your three views are not wrong…”

Qiao Shunchen felt more and more sorry for Qin Jingwen, knowing that this wasn't Qin Jingwen’s fault at all.

He wanted to comfort Qin Jingwen, but Qin Jingwen was lost in her own world and couldn't hear him at all. 。Their love, I'll pay for it. 。You think my feelings for Qiao Shunchen are outlandishly wrong, I just don't understand, I truly don't understand where I went wrong. 。" Warmth… Qiao Shunchen tried to interrupt once, but Qin Jingwen had already lost control. 。My mistake was being in your lives, appearing before you, my existence itself being a mistake. 。"City B, raised me but couldn't accommodate me" 。You can't tolerate me, Chu Yang can't tolerate me, can I still stay there 。Even if I were to go to another country, ten thousand eight hundred miles away from you, it would still affect your happiness. 。"Isn't it only when I die that all of you can be happy" 。"Am I wrong for living Am I... "Qin Jingwen's tears flowed freely, she couldn't continue speaking. Her emotions were out of control, desperately seeking a hug, wanting to cry her heart out, to release all the grievances and everything forced upon her. 。But the man beside her was Qiao Shunchen, he no longer belonged to her, and that embrace could not hold her. 。So Qin Jingwen could only lie on her own knees, covering her face with her arms, and sobbing quietly. 。 Qiao Shunchen was heartbroken. Regardless of whether Qin Jingwen agreed or not, regardless of whether she would refuse, he directly hugged Qin Jingwen in his arms. 。At this moment, all he wants is to give her warmth and let her release the overwhelming sense of injustice she feels inside. 。"Winnie, even if the whole world can't accept you, I will never give up on you. " 。No matter how you look at me, no matter how much you hate me, you are my happiness. 。

Without you, the whole world means nothing to me.

Jiao Shunchen only promised this one sentence, he was afraid that if he said too much, Qin Jingwen would leave his embrace and leave with a body full of wounds. 。Qin Jingwen made no response, remaining in her original position without moving or acknowledging Qiao Shunchen's embrace. 。She just wanted to vent some of her feelings because she is a woman, and her heart is also small. When things happen, she feels helpless and heartbroken. 。Even so, she had to bear it alone, not daring to entrust too much of her emotions to others. 。If she accidentally became the reason for someone else's breakup, she would really collapse. 。Chu Yang called, and I told him about the situation. 。But as soon as he hung up the phone, he regretted it. 。At this moment, he felt that he wasn't betraying Qin Jingwen, but had done something very foolish. 。For his child and for his own love, he chose the path of ruin, harming Qin Jingwen. 。As Xueyao said, this matter has nothing to do with Qin Jingwen, why should she bear the brunt of it 。He, Chu Yang, is the one who made the mistakes. Why use Qin Jingwen to clear his own name 。Qin Jingwen has already been hurt by him. If it weren't for his misjudgment, if it weren't for his pushing her down, Qin Jingwen wouldn't be in such a terrible situation now. 。He hurt Qin Jingwen once, causing her life to be filled with hardship. 。He regretted it, he blamed himself and even hated himself. 。But why did he inflict such a vile injury on Qin Jingwen, despite these lessons 。Chu Yang was pulling at his hair in frustration at home, wondering what to do, and couldn't figure out how Qin Jingwen was doing now. 。If Xue Yao knew about him, would she be even more disappointed 。Chu Yang has been feeling uneasy and was too embarrassed to call Qin Jingwen, so he had to call Qiao Shunchen instead. 。However, the person who answered the phone was not Qiao Shunchen, but Half Moon. 。"Uncle, my dad and mom went out. Dad didn't bring his phone. If something happens, you call Mom." 。" Half-moon didn't know what happened, it just answered truthfully. 。"Mommy wasn't on a business trip She's back Is she with Dad" Chu Yang asked in confusion. If they were together, then Qiao Shunchen must have definitely heard what he just said. 。"Mom didn't go back, Dad brought me and my brother to C city to see Mom." 。" Half Moon solved Chu Yang's doubts. " 。"Oh, well alright then, uncle. I'll give your mom a call." 。"After Chu Yang finished speaking, he was about to hang up the phone when half a month's voice came over again. " 。“Uncle, Mom was very happy at first, but for some reason she suddenly wasn't happy anymore.” 。I think maybe it's something Dad said that was wrong, or maybe she had some problems working with you. 。In short, Mom left in a bad mood. 。" Uncle, please persuade Mom. " 。Please forgive her, and let her not be angry. Let her forgive her father. 。" That's what Ban Yue suddenly thought of. 。Uncle Chu is a friend of Mom and Dad. As long as he helps persuade Mom, the relationship between Dad and Mom can ease up. 。"Well... yes, Uncle will definitely do his best to help." 。Half-Moon Uncle hung up the phone first, let's chat when you get back. 。Chu Yang hurriedly hung up the phone. Hearing Ban Yue's words, his heart was filled with even more overwhelming guilt. 。From the half-month's words, he knew that Qin Jingwen was very happy before he called. It was because of his phone call that Qin Jingwen's mood plummeted. 。I didn't want to hurt Qin Jingwen, but he still didn't do it. He still let down Qin Jingwen's trust in him. 。He even felt that his phone call turned him into a complete jerk. 。Qin Jingwen cried enough by the sea and then immediately became strong. Qiao Shunchen hugged her, she did not refuse, but also did not respond. 。Wiping away her tears, she put on a nonchalant look before staring at Qiao Shunchen with swollen red eyes. 。"I'm fine, thanks for your concern" 。It's getting dark, I should head back. You should go home and take care of the kids too. 。Qin Jingwen finished her words nonchalantly and decisively turned away. 。It's getting dark, I don't feel comfortable leaving you alone. I'll walk you home. 。" Qiao Shunchen could see that Qin Jingwen was putting on a brave face, and her "It's fine" was also worrying. 。"No need, I've already caused you enough trouble." 。Let me walk my own path, and you walk yours. We are not on the same road anymore. 。“

Qin Jingwen refused, and also made a summary of the two days of getting along

She strode away, Qiao Shunchen standing still behind her, but keeping his gaze fixed on her retreating figure. 。How innocent and helpless she was, how wronged and heartbroken she was. 。Thinking about her words, it was Qiao Shunchen's heart that ached. 。Until now, he hasn't had a standard to measure how much damage he has inflicted on Qin Jingwen. 。Every time I see Qin Jingwen silently leave, every time I hear her words of grievance, every time I see the hurt in her eyes 。Each time, there's a different reason, and it never happens in the same place. 。 He didn't even know how many times he had hurt Qin Jingwen, he only knew that every time Qin Jingwen felt heartache and grievance, he saw it in his eyes and felt pain in his heart. 。Qin Jingwen's mood was still suppressed, suppressed by Chu Yang's phone call, suppressed by Qiao Shunchen's unwarranted concern. 。Although she understands Chu Yang's sincerity towards Xue Yao, losing two friends at once is definitely hard for her to accept. 。Dragging her feet, she returned to school. As soon as she reached the school gate, Chikawa called out to her from behind. 。"Officer Qin " 。Qin Jing turned her head meekly. 。"Lao Chi, how did you come" Her mood was bad, her heart suppressed. Seeing Zhi Chuan was just a surprise and wasn't able to improve her mood. 。"I'm leaving tomorrow and came to say hello, didn't expect to run into you here." 。"Chi Chuan's mood was still pretty good. He had planned to call Qin Jingwen when he got to school, but unexpectedly, he saw her figure. 。Oh, tomorrow I go back 。"Have you eaten dinner Would you like to eat together" This was the time for dinner, although Qin Jingwen didn't feel like eating, she wanted to find someone to have a drink with at this moment, to release herself. 。"Haven't eaten yet, let's eat together." 。Chi Chuan came over just to have dinner with Qin Jingwen, but before he could speak, Qin Jingwen brought it up first. 。The two of them found a Sichuan restaurant near the school. 。Why choose a Sichuan restaurant It's because Qin Jingwen's mood right now is not only suitable for drinking, but also suitable for eating some spicy food to numb herself. 。"Looking at it, it seems pretty spicy. Can you eat it" The dishes on the table all looked spicy, Chi Chuan asked Qin Jingwen with concern. 。Qin Jingwen wanted the most spicy level, but she ignored Chi Chuan's stomach and preference. 。Before Chikawa could speak, he confidently raised the corner of his mouth, without answering directly but instead asked Qin Jingwen a question. 。"Do you know why I'm called Chi Chuan" 。“

Qin Jingwen's reply was low in emotion and absentminded >>> 。"My dad's last name is Chi, so my last name is also Chi." 。This Sichuan style, is all thanks to my mother's influence. 。My mom is from Sichuan, so my name has the character "chuan" in it. This can also be considered a combination of my parents. 。My mom is from Sichuan, so I'm half Sichuanese. Does that mean I can eat spicy food 。Zhi Chuan gave a detailed explanation, just wanting to tell Qin Jingwen that even the spicy flavor she couldn't stand, he could enjoy it as easily as fish in water. 。"That's perfect, we chose the right place today." 。Qin Jingwen was now without any worries. Since Chi Chuan could eat spicy food, she didn't worry anymore. 。 Let's have a drink. 。Qin Jingwen, while speaking, personally poured wine for Chi Chuan. 。Chi Chuan, seeing the situation, quickly took the bottle of wine. 。"I'll pour the wine" 。" Chi Chuan had long noticed Qin Jingwen's emotional instability, but he just hadn't said anything. " 。I just wanted to come here and have a quiet meal. I didn't intend to drink. 。But Qin Jingwen wanted to drink, he could still keep her company. 。After taking a sip, Qin Jingwen began to eat the dishes and didn't say much. 。But Chi Chuan saw Qin Jing's suppressed appearance and felt very uncomfortable. 。"Are you going through something" Chikawa wasn't nosy, and he never meddled in other people's affairs or personal matters. 。But seeing Qin Jing's pained expression, he couldn't bear it. 。If she had said it earlier, she could have cheered up sooner. 。Qin Jingwen first gave a self-deprecating smile, then took a sip of wine before responding to Chi Chuan. 。"I thought I was doing a good job of hiding it, as expected of a police officer, your eyes can see what others can't. 。"I said, don't bother you. " 。Qin Jingwen was really afraid that her own troubles would upset Chi Chuan, so she reminded him in advance. 。"A friend of mine... well, it's a long story. I'll just keep it brief..." 。"iang walked into the operating room without looking back. 。Qin Jingwen felt a force applied to her hand. Just as she raised her eyes to look at Qiao Shunchen, just as the operating room door was about...